by Kathy | Apr 8, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, Dreams, EGCMethod, horses, Neigh #2, rehab
The first time I heard someone say that they were grateful to be an alcoholic, I thought they were crazy. Who in their right mind would be grateful. Surely never me. Doesn’t being an alcoholic mean that there is something wrong with me, that I’m flawed in some...
by Kathy | Mar 28, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, Dreams, EGCMethod, horses, Neigh #1, rehab
My brain is now pickled. Once I became dependent on alcohol, I would never be able to enjoy a cocktail, because my brain would always want another, maybe not today, but the time would surely come that I would be right back to where I started from or worse. My own...
by Kathy | Mar 18, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, Dreams, EGCMethod, Neigh #5
“No one knows better than I do all the hell that I have been through. I will no longer beat up on myself, when I know so well the blows I have endured. Starting today, I will be a better friend to myself.” — Marianne Williamson It’s so easy for me to beat myself up,...
by Kathy | Mar 11, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, EGCMethod, Neigh #5
“Owning our story and loving ourselves through that process is the bravest thing we’ll ever do.” Brene Brown As the fog started to clear inside my head, I began feeling. I was full of shame, fear and guilt for the choices I made during my Addiction. My previous...
by Kathy | Feb 25, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, EGCMethod, Friends and Family of Addiction, Neigh #4
The idea of never drinking again was insane. That I had my God, my spirituality at my fingertips to guide me to sanity was out of my awareness. One of the ways that my addiction controlled my life was that I always had to make sure that I had a quick, easy access to...
