by Kathy | Apr 15, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, Dreams, EGCMethod, Foals, horses, Neigh #6, New Arrivals
As I sit here today, watching the river, I am aware of how grateful I am to be able to enjoy such beauty. As the current gently rolls by, I think about how my life it continually moving. Trees may fall down, creating a huge wave, in its wake the waves calm down to a...
by Kathy | Apr 8, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, Dreams, EGCMethod, horses, Neigh #2, rehab
The first time I heard someone say that they were grateful to be an alcoholic, I thought they were crazy. Who in their right mind would be grateful. Surely never me. Doesn’t being an alcoholic mean that there is something wrong with me, that I’m flawed in some...
by Kathy | Apr 1, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, EGCMethod, horses, Neigh #5
I believe that everything happens for a reason People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when their right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Marilyn Monroe. As I entered into...
by Kathy | Mar 28, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, Dreams, EGCMethod, horses, Neigh #1, rehab
My brain is now pickled. Once I became dependent on alcohol, I would never be able to enjoy a cocktail, because my brain would always want another, maybe not today, but the time would surely come that I would be right back to where I started from or worse. My own...
by Kathy | Mar 18, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, Dreams, EGCMethod, Neigh #5
“No one knows better than I do all the hell that I have been through. I will no longer beat up on myself, when I know so well the blows I have endured. Starting today, I will be a better friend to myself.” — Marianne Williamson It’s so easy for me to beat myself up,...
by Kathy | Mar 11, 2016 | Addiction, Alcoholism, Bravery, EGCMethod, Neigh #5
“Owning our story and loving ourselves through that process is the bravest thing we’ll ever do.” Brene Brown As the fog started to clear inside my head, I began feeling. I was full of shame, fear and guilt for the choices I made during my Addiction. My previous...